Thursday, August 13, 2009
For God so loved the world...
As is usually the case when I get posed hard questions, I usually just stand there and look cute, so as to not arouse any suspicion that I might not know the answer. Since that doesn't tend to work over the telephone, though, I had to face the alternative reality that she had some pretty good points that I needed to think about.
From the time I was a little boy I've heard the expression "For God so loved the world, that he sent his son to die for us". I always accepted that at face value and simply thought, "wow, that must be a lot". Other scriptures (The words of Jesus himself) state that "greater love has no man than this: than to lay his life down for his friends". Wow... the tough part about that is that you can only really show your love to one person that way, as you can only die once! I never really gave the teaching much more thought than that. Jesus and God loved us so much than they collaborated in heaven for a murder/suicide mission to save mankind.
Hmmmm. Now that you say it like that, it does sound kinda sick, doesn't it? As a matter of fact, in the Old Testament Bible, God repeatedly condemns the foreign nations who "sacrifice their own children to the altars of their gods". Hmmmm again. Would our God be engaged in the very same practice that he condemned? I don't think so.
If one reads the message of Jesus carefully, he spends most of his time and effort telling us (in a variety of ways) to stop being self-centered. Just stop it. The golden rule is the most oft quoted example of this, but if you look to the core of most of his teachings, they center around realizing that there is more to life than satisfying one's own desires. One should humbly exist, not striving to find one's meaning or purpose in possessions, position, or popularity.
I was talking to someone a while back about how much a spouse had given up for the sake of her husband. She was a very bright and capable woman who had chosen to bypass her own dreams, desires, and opportunities so that she might make a new life with her husband. The words, without thought, popped into my head that she had "laid down her life for him". Suddenly, as if out of nowhere, the connection hit me. Greater love has no one than to lay their life down for their friends. Wow...it's not a message about death after all! It's a message about life! It's a message about living a life that's not selfish (perhaps even unto death, but I don't think that's the focus).
I think that many of us, in a rationalization for not living that "laid down" life will cite the shitty and unfair circumstances that we have endured. Many good people are forced to endure much undeserved hell on earth because of the actions of the ungodly. I think this is where Jesus' death comes in to the equation. Here's a guy that spent his lifetime healing people, teaching people, and living a sinless life and what happens to him? People plot to kill him, they falsely accuse him (smear his good name), they torture him and kill him. Moreso than a blood sacrifice, I think his death is a revelation to us of how selfish we really are. Let's face it, none of us enjoys enduring hardship. But if a guy who did nothing but good all his life can be treated this way, I'm not sure that I've got any legitimate gripes that should cause me to turn from his teachings. He essentially said, "I'm gonna do what's right by God even if you guys try to destroy my character and my body for doing it."
God didn't send his son to die for us, God sent his son to live for us. His life was the perfect example of what God intended humanity to look like - how he intended it to function. The fact that Jesus endured his living sacrifice unto death is even more telling of how we should live our own lives. And it makes a bit more sense than the other nonsense that I've been taught since I was a boy about a God that seemed to love others more than his own son. That teaching just doesn't line up with his character as it is described in the scriptures, and frankly it's just kinda sick.
God sent Jesus to earth to live. While he was here, Jesus voluntarily laid down his own aspirations for a life of luxury, unrequitted pleasure, family, stature, etc., for a life of complete abandonment to the spirit of God. It was this voluntary action that displayed his devotion to God. God didn't sacrifice Jesus, mankind sacrificed him for our own redemption. It was our depravity and debauchery, not God's, that caused Jesus' death.
Monday, May 11, 2009
Rules Schmooles, that's what I always say.
While that might sound surprising that I think a strong church is a negative, let me explain what I mean. Churches should be strong in their teachings of personal accountability, perseverance after God, and love for one another. But all too often, we find that religious people that hold political power would rather play God than lead someone to him. The very people who should be modeling for us and teaching us about God's character are the ones who so often bend and twist his commands for their own personal benefit. God, having foreseen this, even made a commandment about it: "You shall not use the Lord's name in vain." (Scott's translation: Don't ascribe to God words or commands that are not from him) As plain as that is, even that very commandment morphed into a legalistic rule telling people not to "cuss". So God damn it became gosh darn it (as if the sentiment behind the words was really any different just because the words themselves changed).
This phenomenon of power corrupting religious authorities is certainly not unique to Christianity, as I have found it present in nearly every world religion. The devout Muslim seeks the Lord and attempts to honor God by the following of the teachings of the Qu'ran, while the corrupt Imam "interprets" those scriptures by imposing rules and restrictions that merely suppress the population and maintains his grasp of power. The devout Buddhist seeks revelation and to more fully understand the deep Truths of the Source of all life while the corrupt monk seeks to capitalize on others' lack of knowledge by exploiting them for power and monetary gain. Corrupt leadership needs to continually invent new rules in order to appear important.
In America, the religious right went astray by trying to legislate morality. But as Jesus said, "Those who live by the sword, die by the sword." It is now that very legislative process that is unraveling all the so-called accomplishments of that movement. The leaders could have been focusing on how to better equip people to know God on a personal level and to internalize his codes of moral conduct, but they were instead focused on requiring record companies to put warning labels on CDs that contained the word "fuck". They focused their efforts on the lwas of abortion rather than on modeling love by reaching out to the women who would have them. By sharing the gift of love and acceptance some of those women may never have gotten into the position of needing the abortion in the first place. Church leadership response to the homosexual was to shout "God made Adam and Eve, not Adam and Steve" rather than trying to address the hurt and confusion in these people's lives. In so many instances, the Christian community used their power to coerce thru the force of law rather than to be a model of God's love.
Yes, God did give us a bunch of rules to live by. And yes, if we don't live by those rules, we are sinning. But to focus on the rules and rituals as a way to satisfy God is to TOTALLY miss the point. God is not some sadistic cosmic puppeteer that gets joy out of seeing us suffer. He gave us rules to HELP us - a safe passage map through a minefield, so to speak. Similar to a loving parent telling a child to be careful near the cliff or to avoid a rattlesnake, God gave us parameters to operate within to have a healthy and functioning society. In every single instance, his rules are not for his benefit, they are rather for our benefit as individuals or as a society because he loves us and does not want to see us hurt. Read some of his commands with that in mind and see if it doesn't make more sense.
- Honor and love God above all else. In so doing, your own characteristics will reflect his and you will not be selfishly motivated or inclined to use people to achieve ugly end results.
- Don't commit adultery...because if you do, the spouse might get real pissed and try to kill you!
- Don't steal, kill, covet, or defame your neighbor's name. Most of these commandments promote social stability and a culture of mutual respect.
- I've been particularly awestuck by the prescience of the kosher and halal laws of thousands of years ago. The command to not eat pigs because they are "unclean" takes on a different meaning when you consider that even today there are doctors who are finding worms living in people's brains because they ate - you guessed it - contaminated pork.
- In my attempts to grow a garden I'm finding that the seventh year "rest" of the land is actually needed in order to maintain good soil health and replenish lost mineral content.
You probably get my point. God's law was made for us, not us for the law. But we instead believe our corrupt leaders who have taught us to see God as a domineering narcissist who needs to be pleased by our subservience to his commands. It misses the whole point of the law, which is to show us that we are not perfect and that we have strayed from God's intent for us.
Politically I now lean towards libertarianism, which focuses almost completely on personal accountability. I alone am responsible to my God for my actions and, for the most part, I don't need to be playing God to tell you what you should be doing. Similarly, I think our creator gives us a lot more freedom than most of us who run in religious circles would ever admit we have. It's time to recognize the rules for what they are - a path set by a kind and loving God - not for what they aren't - a means to obtain his love and acceptance.
Next post: Jesus didn't just die for you, he lived for you
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Is scripture infallible?
When we don't know the questions to ask, it's hard to get the answers to those questions. I had always assumed that the bible was kinda like God. It had always existed. It wasn't until I attended the Baptist seminary that I learned that the canonization of scripture - a fancy term for the compilation and formal recognition of the books that we currently know as the bible - actually didn't occur until the year 1546 as a result of the convening of the council of trent. The council of trent was comprised of powerful catholic church leaders of the day and one of their main reasons for convening was to fend off challenges to their power by the Martin Luther reformationists. They needed to act decisively and in one accord in order to make a statement and maintain their position of authority. One of the outcomes of the council, then, was to legitimize certain commonly accepted teachings of the church by giving them the weight of scripture. Along with the so-called "Old Testament" that the Jews had considered scripture for centuries, the council recognized many of Paul's letters to the early church and the gospel account of Jesus as written by Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John. There were many other outcomes and proclamations of the council during the 20 years that it regularly convened and most of them had to do with legitimizing certain religious teaching while condemning others. In short, the whole thing was part of a giant power play, including the formal proclamation of the New Testament as "Holy Scripture".
So does that mean that the bible isn't scripture? Does that mean it is flawed and irrelevant? I didn't say that, did I? But a careful read of the New Testament tells me that it is a collection of personal letters to specific people (2 Timothy 4:13 "When you come, bring the cloak that I left with Carpus at Troas, and my scrolls, especially the parchments.") Kinda like a private letter ruling with the IRS. Certainly applicable to the person it's being told to, and has broader meaning to the population at large, but not necessarily designed to set a precedent of law. Paul was a godly man who had some incredible experiences with God. As such, what he wrote has merit and should not be discounted. But Paul was a mere human like you and I and was not perfect. He was, however, a highly evolved soul and was a truth seeker with a devoted heart after the spirit of God. I give high weighting to the thoughts and observations of such a person. He's certainly an expert in his field. Similarly, though, any person of God, even today could have similar revelations and truths to share with others. The sharing of their learning and experiences can help bring others to a closer relationship with God. And share they should. But why would their godly words not carry the weight of scripture? Because the council of trent did not recognize them?
There were hundreds and hundreds of years where people who desired to lead godly lives simply had no access to the written word. They had to live their lives wholly by the spirit of God and his conviction of sin and righteousness. While the teachings of the scripture can certainly help to deepen that desire for God by teaching us about him, they are not necessary to have a love for and understanding of God. My answer to the question "Is scripture infallible" is really pretty simple.
"It doesn't matter."
The goal of godly teaching is not to indoctrinate, it's to guide a person in their own seeking after God. (Matthew 7:7) To claim inerrancy misses the point. It pits one's view of God over an other's and simply divides. It also takes the focus off of the one whom we are ostensibly seeking and puts the focus on how (the rules by which) we seek him. If we were a scientist seeking truth, how would we ever discover new things if we didn't challenge established fact from time to time. 2 Timothy 3:16 says "All scripture is given by inspiration of God and is profitable for teaching, for conviction of sin, for correction, and for instruction in righteousness." If you are seeking God and a godly person says something that resonates in your heart, then use those words to draw you closer to God. The bible says several times that the Holy Spirit will bear witness to the truth. If what they say is not inerrant, the Lord will show you what's to accept and what to ignore.
As an aside, the writers of the New Testament as well as Jesus himself, reference or quote "scripture" quite often. When they do, they are referring to the godly writings of the law and the prophets - otherwise known as the Old Testament.
Respect the writers of the New Testament and revere their experiences. Learn from what they taught. They were there during the time of Jesus himself and can therefore bring a perspective to the truth that no one else can. But if we are to believe that Jesus is in fact a risen saviour, let's not ascribe to these early writers the only opportunity to have had a personal encounter with God or Jesus. I can find similar wisdom and insights in many of the writings of the Qu'ran, by Buddha, or in the Hindu sacred writings. Scripture is anything that points you toward a relationship with God. Any writing that directs your devotion away from him is heresy.
Next Post: Legalism and Rules... working our way back to God.
Saturday, May 2, 2009
Heaven and Hell
I suppose for most of my life I have considered heaven to be a somewhat similar experience. It was to be a fantastic and mystical place, streets of gold, big pillared buildings, and large mansions that you could live in with beautiful, well manicured hedges and lawns. It was to be a dignified place, very prim and proper - rather stuffy, actually. Most likely, there would be a lot of recreational joggers in heaven. The music would be symphonic. All in all, although it would be a "nice" place, heaven would be a place of hard work and sacrifice, and it really wouldn't be any fun.
Hell, on the other hand, would be a place where you got to indulge all your whims. All the "guilty pleasures" that were prohibited on earth would be allowed in hell. There would be spent beer bottles and cigarette butts on the floor, parties complete with cheap sex and big-busted, scantily clad floozies. The music would of course be rock music. Your parents wouldn't approve of hell, but it would be fun.
Some people believe that to get to heaven your good deeds are weighed against your bad deeds on some sort of a supernatural scale. If the good deeds outweigh the bad deeds then the pearly gates would open for you. If the reverse was true, the trap door would open up and the devil would be awaiting you in a fiery lake of sulphur and a pitchfork to your butt. Of course, with all my biblical training, I "knew" that the proper answer was that you also had to say those magic words when St. Peter greeted you. "I accept Jesus as my saviour." That way, even if your scale was tilted waaaaaaay too strongly to the bad deed side, the door to heaven would still open up and you would be granted entry. Many would say "by the skin of your teeth."
Recently, however, I have begun to question the whole concept of what heaven is and who God is. In my old way of thinking, God and the devil were both cosmic puppeteers who were fighting with each other, each wanting to control people and get them to behave certain ways. God, even though he created pleasure and laughter, wanted us to "sacrifice" these things to please him. Pleasure was a fleshly thing and experiencing it was not godly. In fact, the more of it that we would deny for him, the more spiritual he would consider us and the more proud of us he would be. In fact, if we did a lot of fun things, conventional religious wisdom said that we needed to make sure we prayed even more and had longer quiet times alone with him each day, I guess to balance everything out. We needed to hand out more tracts, knock on more doors, boycott more holidays, businesses or television shows, have religious conversations more often and convince more people to think the way that we thought so that they, too, could be "saved". There was always plenty of guilt to go around, and never much peace.
But my trek through the scriptures did not bear any of this out to be true. To get a complete understanding of heaven, I believe that one must have a more complete understanding of who God is. Scriptures explain him in a lot of ways, but his basic characteristics are found in Paul's letter to the Galatians. They are love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, gentleness, and self-control. Furthermore, the prophet Micah said that God desires us to "act justly, to love mercy, and walk in humility". When I began meditating on these things, I came to the conclusion that THAT is what heaven is. An eternal life where these attributes would be fully present, all the time, with everyone. It really doesn't matter if heaven is a specific place in the clouds or if it merely encompasses the vast and expanding universe of planets, galaxies, and solar systems. The fact of the matter is that being in heaven will cause us to be in the very presence of God and all his characteristics. Hell, then, would be a place where none of these characteristics exist. There would be no joy, no peace, nobody would be patient or kind, everyone would act selfishly and would be easily prone to violence. No wonder there would be weeping and gnashing of teeth! What a horrible eternal existence coupled with no hope of it ever changing!
I was recently reading a Christian book whose author was exhorting his readers to love God above all other things. He used the following question to make his point:
"If you could have heaven, with no sickness, and with all the friends you ever had on earth, all the food you ever liked, all the leisure activities you ever enjoyed, all the natural beauties you ever saw, all the physical pleasures you ever tasted, and no human conflict or natural disasters, could you be satisfied with heaven, if Christ wasn't there?"
My immediate response to this quote is that its very premise is a bunch of rubbish. It is nonsense and the author who penned it has a fundamental misunderstand of who God is. For if there can be all this "good" in the universe, even heaven itself, without God, then who is God? On the contrary, all of these good things are a PART of God, representations of his character! Scriptures tell us that ALL good things are from God and that the very magnificence of creation testifies to his presence. My question to this author, then, is "What God are you exhorting us to worship? And if he doesn't embody these good things, why should we worship him?"
If my previous post accurately portrays Jesus' message, and salvation is actually found by embracing the truth (having our eyes opened) and becoming Jesus - embodying his character and spirit, then is it possible for someone to embrace only a part of Jesus' message and still hold on to certain beliefs of the devil? Maybe they're a gentle and patient person, but have no self-control. Could there be a partial heaven, a level of heaven if you will, where certain people would experience an eternity filled with gentleness and patience, yet at the same time would be filled with totally self-absorbed people? I don't know the answer to that question. Dante pondered that possibility as he penned the inferno and many other scholarly people have suggested that there will be levels of severity of punishment in hell. Many scholars also believe there will be levels of heaven. Could this be the "levels" of heaven and hell?
I tend to believe that salvation is an "all or none" kind of deal. People who truly fall in love with part of who God is will most likely embrace all of who he is and vice versa. But I don't know that for sure. I am inclined to believe, however, that if there is a level of heaven or hell, it will be based upon a promise of an eternal existence completely without those aspects of God that one rejected while living. And in that way, hell is no punishment at all. It is simply a choice that one has had a lifetime to make. What will you embrace as truth and who will you become? If you choose to love, then love you shall have in return. If you choose self-indulgence in life, then self-indulgent people shall be your eternal prize. God's only punishment in hell, if you will call it punishment, is that he will completely remove himself and his character from those who choose not to embrace him. Conversely, however, God's reward in heaven is the complete and unfettered surrounding of all of his characteristics of love. And THAT's something to look forward to and live for.
Next Post: What is scripture? And is it infallible?
Thursday, April 30, 2009
The Way, the Truth, and the Life
All well and good, but once again I find myself with more questions than answers. I am supposed to accept everything "by faith", yet I really doubt that blind faith in church teachings is what God desires or intends for us. "Seek and you shall find" is what I read from him. So my questions begin... precisely what does it mean to accept Jesus as my saviour, and exactly what is he saving me from? Traditionally, the answer to the latter question is that he is saving me from an eternal damnation in a fiery hell of torture and torment. To accept him as my saviour ostensibly meant that I pray a prayer to God asking him to forgive me, I recognize and admit that Jesus was born from a virgin, lived a perfect life, and was killed on a cross, then to be raised again. All well and good, but scriptures also say that even the demons believe this factual information, and words asking for forgiveness can be cheap. Is that really all there is to it? Would I have eternal security that no man or angel or principality could take away if only I did those few things? Au contraire! I think that is a bastardization of the gospels. It's a ritual - meaningless words and repetitions that make some church happy because they can boast about their successful conversion rate and increased attendance, social programs, and offering receipts.
Jesus himself said that if his disciples loved him they would keep his commands, they would do as he did, and they would "Feed {his} sheep" by loving others more than they loved themselves. So my question then became, regardless of the recitation of words that we prayed in some confessional prayer time, can we truly claim to have any salvation in Jesus if we do not do the aforementioned things? I think not. Jesus went on to say that if any man does not "eat his flesh and drink his blood" he would not enter into the kingdom of heaven. Jesus was stating that his disciples, quite literally, needed to become Jesus. To wear him in spirit and in truth. To have their actions look like his actions and to have their motivations be his motivations. He was stating that he needed to become an integral part of their being even down to the cellular level (which is what is fed by ingesting food) for them to have salvation. So his clarion call wasn't a works-based approach, but a call to literally change who you are and what you've become - what you've accepted to be truth.
When I watch the show The Matrix I see that Neo found a form of salvation when he began to accept that the world that existed around him was not truly real and so it was his choice as to whether or not to let that world affect him. Even down to simple rules of physics that could be broken or manipulated, simply because they did not need to apply. How often we saw this with Jesus! Walking on water, raising people from the dead, turning water into wine. And lest we think that Jesus was the only one who saw beyond our own real-life version of the Matrix, reference the prophets Elijah and Elisha or Moses whose actions indicate that they were also able to see beyond the "limitations" of the physical constraints that didn't need to apply. Indeed, I believe that the "salvation" that Jesus talks about has little if anything to do with the avoidance of a fiery hell. It has everything to do with the fact that, from the time we trust him fully and completely, we "see" everything for what it truly is. The truth is revealed. And that is when we are free from needing "stuff" (or even other people) to provide us with happiness, affirmation, or security. That is when there ceases to be any obstacle to block the flow of God's love through us in any manner of expression that he wishes to use. And that is why salvation can start on earth, and not in death. Because how can you take the truth away from someone once they have sought it, seen it, and believed it? His message, given by his example of complete surrender, is to trust God completely and to give up your own aspirations of achievement for him. Because after all, what are you achieving? The world as we know it doesn't truly exist...at least it doesn't after we know the truth.
Speaking of believing it, if someone claims to believe that Jesus is the way the truth and the life, then trusting him is not an issue. If it is an issue, then they do not believe that Jesus is the way the truth and the life. Period. They may have surrendered part of their being to God, but if they don't surrender all of it, they simply don't have the full salvation of Jesus Christ.
Next Post: Was Dante right? What is heaven?
Monday, April 27, 2009
Jesus who?
Jesus is central to the Christian faith, yet so much about him has always remained enigmatic. I don't think that God calls us to a blind faith, so here are some of the questions I grappled with. "Jesus is the Son of God"
Okay, what does that mean? The Muslims don't believe that God has any children - "Neither born nor does He beget", they say. The Mormons believe that God had sex with Mary. So what does "son" of God mean? Unless you believe the Mormons, "son" in the context of God means something different than what it means to you and me as parents of our own offspring. To take that even further, the Bible never says God only has one son, it says he has only one "begotten" son. Or to use modern day language, one "born" son. The rest were fashioned with his hands (Adam and Eve) or adopted (the rest of us - but I'm getting ahead of myself here).
The creation account in Genesis says that Adam was created in the Image of God. An image is an exact picture or a reflection of the original. Without question, the Bible is saying that Adam was created to exactly reflect the attributes of God. Sound familiar? Yeah, Jesus said that "If you've seen me, you've seen the Father," and that he only does what he sees the Father doing. Sounds like a reflection to me. Adam, however, chose to sin and thus no longer reflected God perfectly. I believe that Adam was a son of God. Just not a "begotten" son. He was fashioned by God, looked just like God, and was given tasks to perform and a charge by God to accomplish (he was told to "subdue the earth" - a whole different discussion altogether) and the breath of God gave him life. Sounds pretty much like a Father/son relationship to me.
The scriptural concept of the Trinity is questionable. It's not directly found anywhere in the Bible, it is only implied by church doctrine. Furthermore, the Bible never implies that we should pray to Jesus. Jesus himself tells us not to pray to him, but to "our Father in heaven" (not just his father,, implying multiple "children"). Jesus was a son of God in much the same way that Adam was a son of God. Before the fall, Adam reflected God perfectly. Jesus was born from the seed of God, but never fell. He saw through the lies of the enemy much like Neo the character in the movie "The Matrix" did. Would we then pray to Adam the same way we pray to Jesus? Of course we would not! But why not? Because we mistakenly have accepted thousands of years of church doctrine in lieu of Biblical truth. "But wait a minute," you say, "Doesn't the Bible say that Jesus was there from the beginning?" Yes, because Jesus was a perfect reflection of God in character, the spirit of God that existed in him was unblemished and indeed part of God that has always been there from the beginning of time. But the same could have been said of Adam, had Adam chosen not to sin. God created mankind perfect, in his image, born with his spirit. Our imperfections don't change that. We are his pure spirit. Unlike Jesus, however, we've taken His pure spirit and made it unclean on the outside by rolling around in the dirt.
Next Post: The Way the Truth and the Life?
Sunday, April 26, 2009
Beginnings
I graduated from a Christian college, I grew up attending Christian churches, and I went to a Christian seminary for graduate studies. So I knew the Bible. But this time was different.
A few months after we started reading the scriptures every day, I started a blog just for fun. The purpose of my blog was not to prosyletize or convert, it was just to get to know other people. Somehow in that process I ended up meeting people of many different backgrounds and faiths. If there was one thing that was a foundational belief of my Christian faith, it was that we were the only ones that would ever see God in the afterlife. After all, Jesus said that he was "the way, the truth, and the life, and no one comes to the Father but through" him. I figured that as I started making friends with these people, I might befriend some of them and even lead someone to the Lord. What a great way to live life - to make new friends and simultanelously to lead them into the truth that I knew so well already!
Concurrant with these happenings, I had been to a Christian prophecy meeting where someone had prophesied over me that I would be learning more about God during that upcoming year than I had ever known before. They went on to say that I would be able to discern between what is of God and what is not of God and that my heart would be open to learning these things.
As I started making new friends, I found a lot of what I used to find on the internet. Many people who were shallow and content to leave things the way they are. While they might have been looking for fulfillment and some even were looking for knowledge, most didn't appear to be actively seeking truth. I did, however, find a few seekers out there. And they didn't much fit the profile of what I thought they'd look like.
Among those people I met who devoutly sought to worship a Supreme and divine God of the Universe were Muslims, Hindus, Buddhists, American Indians, and yes, a few Christians. After I came to know some of them on a fairly deep level, I realized something that shook my life and my faith to the core.
There would be more than just Christians in Heaven.
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